...love notes...

2006-07-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

a broken heart is like a broken glass fix it and you will hurt yourself

...

2006-07-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

as we grow up we learn that even the first person who wasnt supposed to let you down probably will. you will have your heart broken probably more than once and its going to be harder everytime.you break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you will foght with your bestfriend, you will blame a new love for things an old one did. you will cry because time is passing too fast and you will eventually lose someone you love. so take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like youve never been hurt before coz every 60 seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you cant take back.

beautifil lines

2006-07-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when

you can share it with someone special.

best positions in bed =p

2006-07-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

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2006-07-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

. . .Love is friendship set to music. . .

guys' rules

2006-07-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules "
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!

1. Men ARE not mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do.
Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.
In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are.
Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

1. You can either ask us to do something
Or tell us how you want it done.
Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not! A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will Be scratched.
We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear Is fine... Really .

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation,

or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

L.I.B.R.A.

2006-07-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

If you were born between September 23rd and October 23rd, you are a Libra - Woman

Physical Appearance

Of all the signs, Libra has the maximum share of beautiful women. You are tall with a proportional body. Your limbs are slender but strong. You are attractive, graceful and courteous.

Mental Attitude

You are a levelheaded person. With your fruitful imagination and intellectual capacity you successfully win over the hearts. On the negative side, you are a nagger. You may have negative thoughts and often this may leads to strong depressions.

General Nature

You possess some supreme power in yourself. Use it for some constructive purpose.
Libran's have a spiritual bent of mind. Quite close to peace and harmony. Evade getting into unnecessary trouble. Never intend to hurt the feelings of others and therefore, is famous in the group.
Trading is the natural vocation for you. You will earn lots of money and fame & will play in profits.
You are quite lazy in your life and believe in one-sided relationships, where you become a loser and people at the next-door gains.

Health

Libran females do not have a well-developed immunity system. Infectious of various kinds will trouble you through out the life. Kidneys, lever and uterus are some of the weak areas for Libra born.

Money

Due to very good business sense you will play in profits. Your needs will also be substantially more than ordinary females. So you will earn and spend it as well. Will be able to make some valuable assets in your lifetime.

Romance And Sex Life

You are of a cheerful and adjustable nature. You will dress very well and will give a lot of the heed to perfumes you use and the surroundings you are in. This makes you very attractive to the opposite sex.
Libra women are experts in conversation and you like to talk a lot. You can talk effectively about anything under the sun. The idea of romance in your mind includes a lot of talking.
You have a very strong need of company of the opposite sex. Hence, you will be prepared to be a bit out of way to get the man, which pleases your eye.
You are full of romantic blues therefore, fail to see the real qualities initially and may repent later on.
Either you are a sincere lover who will marry the same guy whom you have liked too or your parents might have chosen. Or you are fun loving changeable lover-who will try to trap every male that suits your eye. As it is very difficult for males to resist you, you may have number of short affairs.
Small of the back and buttocks are the hot spots for you.

Marriage

Your deep desire for companionship may lead in early marriage. In your home life, you will tend to be very nice and peace loving. You can create a home, which is glamorous, and at the same time comfortable.
You are tactful, thus, you won’t let any inter-personal tension in your family. You are always successful in keeping your surroundings happy and cheerful.
You can plan the finances of your house in such a manner that all have enough and you can save too, especially for short trips to beautiful places.

Ideal Match

Leo, Gemini and Aquarius born are best suitable for you.

Caution

You spend beyond from your means on luxuries things and thus, may face financial problems later on.

You cherish pleasure in your life, and this may also ruin you in the long run.
You may develop an attitude where you covet others to go out of their ways and help you. While you are never prepared to take any pains. This can lead to problems with all whom you deal with and may cause frustration and depressions to you.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colors

Sunday, Monday, Wednesday & Saturday are lucky days for you. Your lucky numbers are:- 1, 2, 4 and 7. And lucky color's are: - White, Red & Orange.

Recommended Gemstones

Blue Sapphire and Diamond are the lucky gemstones for you. The gem that you wear should have a vibrant aura and should never been used before. The weight of the gemstone shall be decided as per your body weight and age.

painful

2006-07-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

it hurts to be rejected by someone you like but believe me . . . it hurts ten times more to be turned away by someone who once swear an undying love for you

L.O.V.E.

2006-06-30T08:40:00.000+08:00

anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only one can make you happy without doing anything. . .

...types of kisses...

2006-06-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

perfection is like kissing you...anytime i want to

Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.

Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.

Finger Kiss - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

Foot Kiss - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

Forehead Kiss - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss) - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

French Kiss - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

Fruity Kiss - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

Hand Kiss - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

Hickey Kiss - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.

Hostage Kiss - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

Hot and Cold Kiss - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

Mistletoe Kiss - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

Letter Kiss - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

Lick Kiss - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.

Neck Nibble Kiss - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

Nip Kiss - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

Reverse Lips Kiss - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

Searching The Cavern - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.

Shoulder Kiss - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.

Sip Kiss - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

Talking Kiss - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."

Teaser Kiss - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.

The Buzzing Kiss - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

The Whipped Cream Kiss - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.

Tiger Kiss - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.

Trickle Kiss - Take a sip of a favorite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

Tongue Sucking - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy.

Quickie Kiss - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

Vacuum Kiss - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.

Wake Up Kiss - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

quote

2006-06-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Lovers are not Blind . . . they see,

but they do not mind ...

just for a foolish me

2006-06-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

dear me,

just a piece of advice

LOVEis supposed to make youHAPPYnot~~STUPID~~

all messed up

2006-06-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

You sat me down beside myself
to show me all the reasons
I was wrong for you
Was
this for
real? It's hard to tell
cause it was such a
beautiful mess we had got into

...Tough...

2006-06-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes no matter how secured you are in someones arms, no matter how tightly you hold on that person's hand ... you will find yourself falling...

dangerously

in love with someone else . . .

Please, like i would run for President.

2006-05-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

some people are just so narrow-minded. and it's obvious they're just bitter because they're not minded-at all.

and i'm obnoxious because i'm well off.

i guess you can say this is an apology. but like i said before, everyone is entitled to their opinions.

an anonymous letter

2006-05-16T16:48:00.000+08:00

dear boy,

I do not know who you are, or when or where we will meet, but I do hope that its soon.

I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone thinner or prettier. I hope you wont compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you would make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.

I hope that you will remember that I prefer daisies to roses, and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please do know that my eyes arent black their dark brown.

Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but please don’t be afraid to kiss me. I wont slap or push you away. i/m sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don’t stress about where to take me; whats important is that ill be with you.

If I cry, please know it isnt because of you, just hold me close and ill heal quickly. And, if its because of you, ill heal just the same.

And if we decide to break up, please understand that I may be bitter, but I’d like to be your friend if you’ll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you will never admit it, and when you are ready we will have a friendship.

Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just doesnt sir right. I would like you to always e honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope you dont think that Im asking too much of you. I hope you understand that Im a liitle bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a game of cards and *sigh* Ive never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for who you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening this is all that I ask.

Yours always,

Tina

2006-05-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

The I's have it...

I AM:
complicated. Broken hearted. Used. Unloved.

I WANT:
a lot of things I can't have. And a lot of things I shouldn't have.

I WISH:
I was content. And that he truly loved me.

I HATE:
my body. Him too… I wish? And definitely… RAIN!!!!!

I MISS:
spending time with my friends. Him… us… the old us…

I HEAR:
the voices within me telling me im wrong. But I don’t listen. I never listened. I wish I did listen.

I WONDER:
if I will ever be satisfied with myself. Or when will be the time that he will realize my worth.

I REGRET:
NOTHING. Or maybe being with him

I AM NOT:
~~perfect.~~ Never will be.

I DANCE:
even though im not good at dancing.

I CRY:
when I'm angry. And I wish I didn't.

I AM NOT ALWAYS:
as ~~bitchy~~ as people think I am.

I WRITE:
to ease these pain within me.

I CONFUSE:
myself and many others.

I NEED:
love and attention. Without them, I withdraw into myself.

I SHOULD:
be cleaning my closets out. But I'm not gonna. Not today. I should also be over him, I should also leave him. But I’m not gonna. Not today.

I START:
…I will, I will start all over again. SOON

I FINISH:
every day by thanking GOD for the people I love.

2006-05-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

*Never Enough*

Dear Mom,

Sometimes I know the words to say,

Give thanks for all you’ve done,

But then they fly up and away,

As quickly as they come.

How could I possibly thank you enough

The one who makes me whole

The one whom I owe my life,

The forming of my soul,

The one who tucked me in at night,

The one who stopped my crying,

The one who was the expert,

At picking up when I was lying.

The one who saw me off to school,

And spent sad days alone,

Yet magically produced a smile,

As soon as I came home.

The one who makes such sacrifices

To always put me first,

Who lets me test my broken wings

In spite of how it hurts.

Who painted the world a RAINBOW

When its filled with broken dreams,

Who explains it all so clearly,

When nothing’s what it seems.

Are there really any words for this?

I find this question tough…

Anything I want to say,

Just doesn’t seem enough

What way is there to thank you,

For your heart, your sweat, your tears,

For ten thousand little things you’ve done,

For oh-so-many years.

For changing me as I changed

Accepting all my flaws,

Not loving cause you had to,

But loving “Just Because”.

For never giving up on me,

When your wits had reached their end,

For always being proud of me,

For being my best friend.

And so I come to realize,

The only way to say,

The only thank you that’s enough

Is clear in just one way

Look at me before you,

See what I’ve become,

Do you see yourself in me?

The job you have done?

All your hopes and all your dreams,

The strength that no one sees,

A transfer over many years,

Your best was passed to me.

Thank you for the gifts you give,

For everything you do,

But thank you MOMMY most of all,

For making dreams come true.

Love,

Your daughter

…HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY TO ALL MOM’S OUT THERE …

2006-05-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

secrets are sexy.

very odd week. *sigh* it's as if everything just came back. i mean that in a good way though. i guess i have to be grateful that even though things will never be the same, i'll always keep the memories to prove to myself that it actually happened... once.

i mean this for a lot of things. ugh. complicado.

i'll just keep these to my self and to the people involved.

although so many things have happened, i'm not content. i'll just grab every dream out there. what is delicadeza these days? me, perhaps... though not really. i wonder if that will even matter in a month.

really wouldn't hurt if you tried... AGAIN. i'm ready this time.

2006-05-13T13:52:00.000+08:00

How to quit smoking ?

...this goes to my smoking friends...

Studies suggest that everyone can quit smoking. Your situation or
condition can give you a special reason to quit.
Quitting takes hard work and a lot of effort, but you can quit smoking.
Quitting smoking is one of the most important things you will ever do.

some tips to quit smoking.

Destroy ALL Your Cigarettes.

Stay away from
~~alcohol, sugar and coffee,~~ as these tend to stimulate
the desire for a cigarette. ~~Avoid fatty foods,~~ as your metabolism will
slow down a bit without the nicotine, and you may gain weight even
if you eat the same amount as before quitting.

Have low calorie foods like celery, apple and carrot.

Eat slowly and wait a bit between bites.

After dinner, instead of a ~~cigarette,~~ treat yourself to a
cup of mint
tea or a peppermint candy.

The first few days, drink LOTS of water and fluids to help flush out
the nicotine and other poisons from your body.

Talk to your health care provider (for example, doctor, dentist, nurse,
pharmacist, psychologist, or smoking counselor)

Remember that the urge to smoke only lasts a few minutes, and
will then pass.

Medications can help you stop smoking and lessen the urge to smoke.

Go to a gym, sit in the steam,
exercise. Change your normal
routine. Take time to walk or even jog in thepark.

On your quit day, hide all ashtrays and destroy all your cigarettes,
preferably with water, so no part of them is smokeable.

Don't be discouraged if you start smoking again. Remember, most
people try several times before they finally quit.

2006-05-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

*RAIN...RAIN... go away*

siguro ngayon nagtataka na kayo kung bakit nga ba ayaw ko ng rain. Hindi ulan kundi rain at rain lang ang ayaw ko. Sige sasabihin ku na ang buong katotohanan kung bakit ba talagang ayaw ko ng rain. UNA ayoko ng rain dahil may ACID and rain. Ibig sabihin: delikado...nakakasama sa kaligtasan ng mundo...nakasisira sa lahat ng bagay na daanan nito AT pinupuksa ng sangkatauhan...sa makatuwid, dapat iwasan at ayawan ang rain dahil may acid. PANGALAWA mapanira ang rain...inig sabihin... matapos ito dumaan sa buhay ng isang tao ay maaring masira na ang lahat ng pinaghirapan mu...tulad ng bahay, negosyo... relasyon at maaring kahit wala na ang rain sa buhay mo, makikita mo pa rin ang mga bakas ng nagawa nito. Pwede ring madala pa hanggang sa pagtanda mo... SAKLAP! PANGATLO kung inaakala mong ~~mahina lang ang rain, na ito ay hindi wild, na ito ay madaling pakisamahan, at parang isang santa,~~ pwes! maling mali ka diyan. ang rain ay maraming kayang gawin. BABALA: wag hayaang gumalaw ang rain ng hindi nababantayan. Ito ay sa kadahilanang maraming maaring masira sa mundong kanyang dinadaanan. Kakailanganin ang mahigpit na seguridad sa nasasakupan.

2006-05-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

candy kisses fly.

sometimes, you tend to miss a lot of things you tried so hard to leave behind. it can't be helped. now, reunited once again with those past addictions, you realize something is very wrong. it has nothing to do with the family, the school nor the society... it's just the constant personal quest for excitement and momentary happiness.

sometimes, it's good to be reminiscent... knowing you'll never find yourself in the same place, in the same situation, in the same event with the same people... EVER. you know you will never get to have the same things you had in that certain time which only comes once in your life because it will never happen again. *tear*

i'm honestly getting so tired of hoping... but i cannot deny the fact that i am totally excited for what is to come.

2006-05-12T11:58:00.000+08:00

i hope the next girl that you kiss has something terribly contagious on her lips.

all this self-time... going to the spa, getting a massage, having your nails done... it takes your time off some things, THOSE things... but it doesnt take long til they all come crashing down on you.

i always thought i was something, everything... yet i just dont understand how someone so great can be easily replaced. i mean... yeah i move on fast but i dont make out with every person who comes along. come on, for shame! i'm a lady.

it just gets to you. not because you still have feelings for the person but because it makes you feel like you have little self-worth. it's as if these people don't even choose. they go for the easy ones. how wrong is that? what on earth happened to standards?

*sighs* come to think of it, isn't it all just karma? i've had my share... i used to take advantage a lot too. hahaha. that sounds bad. but yeah... AT LEAST i'm the user, not the used.

i'm been turning people down... due to reasons beyond explaination. i just don't want to put myself in situations where i'd worry about THINGS that i usually don't even bother minding. i don't want to go back to that stage where i'd feel lost; that stage where i couldn't see since i was blinded by [love?]. i don't think that's the right word... maybe affection... or good looks. hmmm... innocence, blue eyes, blonde hair, a cute afro? haha. it's crazy.

besides... knowing these people and the people they used to date... ugh, eeewww... i don't even want to imagine touching tongues with the dude when i know for sure he also did that with some girl before. hell... i'm not even sure i want a guy. hahaha.

i'm taking a break. a looooong break. but hey, i can always change my mind.

2006-05-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

No man is worth your tears and the only one who is will never make you cry.

...What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? the answer? HE IS NOT WORTH IT so don't do anything just break up with him! *sigh* how could I even do this to myself? get hold of something I know is not worth it. Be eaten by my solemn fear of not having him. Be drowned by the fact that I cannot face the world all by myslef...OH! why?? someone save me...

2006-05-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

...this is to my broken hearted friends...

guys...hai...wawa naman kayo...i really know how you feel. I know how depressed and down you are. It's hard to recover from the greatest joke of your life. A joke that you once believed was true. Well, we can't do anything about it now, and its sad to think that I cannot do anything about it either. i could have done something, but you told me not to. I respect your decisions and I love you guys. I just don't want to see that you're sad. All I want is to see you happy. I know that someday you will find your soulmates. when that day comes, we are all going to ba happy. And we will have our fairy tale endings. Cheer up guys! Remember that you are still my knights. We will continue this journey until the end.

2006-05-10T09:12:00.000+08:00
*Difficult*

being difficult is a thing that I think anyone in this world may have experienced. But being difficult is very much different from making yourself difficult for your own reasons. ~~It is not being difficult~~ it is being ARROGANT which is in my opinion is worse than being difficult. If I were you, things would change a bit if you stop being arrogant. You might as well show you true emotions. common just try. It would be worth it.

2006-05-09T20:55:00.000+08:00
DIGMAAN! DIGMAAN!

ayoko ng digmaan...pero kung pipilitin mu ako...ibibigay ku tlga sayo ang gusto mo...DIGMAAN kung DIGMAAN na ito...

2006-05-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

helpless

i know...is that all i can do?cry?yes. I will cry. I will cry until every bit of emotions are over my chest. I will cry until there is nothing to cry about...i will cry because i am HELPLESS, helpless in such a way that there is no one who could understand how i feel. There is no one who could tame my heart which is full of grief. A grief that doubles every second. Every second that you wound my weak heart. I don't want to hate him. But what is he doing to me? I'm becoming more and more helpless everyday...its like wanting to leave everything as is without a cure.oh my...help!

2006-05-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

dear someone,

hi..i would just want to thank you, ikaw lang nakakausap ko, hindi mu man alam ang lahat at buong pangyayare, you always have the right words to say...kahit malayo sa topic, nagiging paraan ka para makalimutan ko ang problema ko...nagiging instrumento ka para lalo akong lumakas. salamat, sana nagagawa rin sakin 2 ng taong mahal ko, nakakalungkot isipin na sayo ko pa nakukuha ang konting kasiyahan imbis na sa kanya. Muli, salamat...

2006-05-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

*KALBO*...masamang tao

ang sama sama mu skn...alam mu kcng ndi aku mapupuno...mapuno man ako hindi kita kayang iwan... bakit ba?ano bang problema mo?ikaw nga ba ang may problema?o ako?ako siguro...masyado kasi kitang mahal...akala mu ba masaya ako?akala mu b okay ako sa tuwing ggn2hn mo ko?HINDI!!!dito ko lang nabubuhos lahat ng sama ng luob ko...dito sa maliit na espasyong to...na kahit minsan, mabasa mo man hindi k naman tinatamaan...sobra na...grabe na...tamaan kana sana, baka isang araw magising nalang tayo parehas hindi na kita mahal...sawa na ko...ayoko na sayo...pagod nako...ayoko na sayo...ang sama mo...ayoko na sayo...mga salitang alam na alam ng puso't isipan ko na babawiin at kakainin ko din mamaya...dahil magkakabati nanaman tayo...mahal na mahal parin kita...grabe, ba't ba ko ganito?tama na...sobra na tina...tumagil kana...ngawa kalang ng ngawa wala ka namang ginagawa...TANGA!

2006-05-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

...and they lived happily ever after

WHAT?!? can you blame me?I love the boy...one sorry, and everythings good. I guess unless you really fell in love with someone, then you will understand how I feel. Well if you are going to ask me why and how? I LOVE HIM! yeah...that's the answer.

2006-05-09T19:58:00.001+08:00

stop think wait a minute is it love that you really feel???

shit...this is bad...do i still love him?oh no!!!FOCUS tina...THINK!!

2006-05-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

*stop torturing my already crying heart*

ilang sakit pa ba ang dapat kung dalhin? ilang sakit pa ba ang dapat kong pagdaanan? anong hapdi pa ba ang dapat makamtan? bakit ba ayaw mong tigilan ang pusong nasasaktan? mahal kita alam kong alam mo yan...ngunit wag mong abusihin ang aking kahinaan. Oo hindi ako ganun kadaling sumuko, ndunit unti unti nkong napapalayo..ipagpatawad mu aking mahal, pag ibig ko sayo'y nababawasan.. =(

2006-05-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

*...hindi ganon kadali ang mahalin ka...*

...your the only person that makes me happy...your the only guy that could make me feel this way...but how am i going to be sure that you really love me the way you said you love me? am i only stuck in dreamland, dreaming that you truly love me?how i wish i could answer my questions...questions that keep bothering my mind and soul...i love you..but is my love worth it?!?

*for the girl who messed up everything...yes this is for you...i would honestly want to forgive you...but how can i forgive you if everyday i see the result of the thing you did? i may forgive you..SOON but i cannot offer my friendship...never...i hate you at the moment and no one NO ONE could ever change that...not him, not you, NO ONE*